Close your eyes Get some sleep It's too late now To change anything But it's alright Get some sleep It's so dark outside So close your eyes And feel the world turn round If you're not lost I guess that makes you found
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Gazing at the neonate sleeping comfortably on bed, how amazing to see lovely new life. Without worrying about the future she would face, I shared the moment of peacefulness with her.
She left him. He dumped her in a sudden occasion - right before they stepped on the stage in a live tour. It's not a news, even how people screamed loud and begged her to get back to him. She denied. Followers like us been heart-broken, thinking the best match tore apart. Things going darn wrong, like chopstick loses its partner. They were perfect match, they sync-ed their feelings through their music. He was the chef, and she gave the taste. He played with anger, while she played with sorrow. Without her, he might just be a normal song-writer hitting you when you felt sleepy. Without him, her solo performance not even worth to youtube it. We think they meant for each other because of their chemical reaction.
But she denied. She thought back these years, that she never smile nicely and naturally during one single performance. She was also supportive, that putting most time not even searching for a reason. She thinks they did a great match. She couldn't be more enjoyable playing with others, and she thought he needed her. His songs caught her tho, one little note or phrase could push her to the edge, and one more step, she would just go over.
Still, she knew the day would come. The day that she would no longer depend on others to give her direction, music, and life. She might not be possible to find somebody like him, nor someone shares the same soul. She might not be as successful as used to be. But she found her happiness, they way that she could control in life and making way out of her career. She does not need him, or at least, his music to bring her the menu. She can decide what tastes to give and what to get, no longer need to walk under his shadow.
One day, another song-writer-singer called her during her preparation of coming single. He appreciated her so much that hopes to work with her for a project, trust and faith. She smiled and felt blessed.
